March Madness!

So I am sititng here watching the OSU first round tournament game (yawn!) and thought I would rant a little bit on here. I have really been trying to sort out my crazy mind the last few days regarding this surgery. I am finding it hard not to think about the last time I was in the operating room and the things that happened.

Also I am having some stirring thoughts in my head around what things are going to be like after the surgery. Now I have been through dozens of classes, talked to hundreds of folks who have gone through this, and pretty much know way more about this surgery and what I should expect than I would have ever wanted to know. I just know that while I struggle from time to time now at my weight, I still function in society and work and have a pretty good life. I am having this surgery to have a better life and moreover a longer life. I hope and pray that this is what goal is accomplished. I feel very confident in my surgeon's abilities, and I feel good about having this done at the OSU hospital given the facilities they have available if anything may happen. I am just having these thoughts and I have to deal with them and make my peace with them before the big day, and I will. Being able to blog this post has already helped me start facing these thoughts head on.

Hope everyone is enjoying their evening and will blog again soon.

~Jimmy